holy shit. it could’ve been worse. thank god it wasn’t.
that was close.
almost got a heart attack when i found out.
devastated and discouraged.

not ideal when you have a perception of yourself…then you go and do something so out of character. nothing but a disappointment when you let yourself and others down.

but they’re right. got to move on and learn from past failures and help yourself to grow into a bigger, better person.
i need to learn to take criticism for the better. especially constructive criticism.
so difficult.
i suppose it’s human nature to not take this that well. but they’re right.
must think positively.